So like twenty.... three... more. days.
That is not a lot of time!!
I think its also starting to sink in a little bit as I have been buying my luggage and my sheets, towels, etc., I have also started writing my farewell talk. UM K so I hate giving talks. let alone writing the dang talk. HA (wake up abb you're going on a mission) Right? I guess thats what I'll be doing the next 18 months so I better get over the fact that I hate to talk in front of a lot of people...
whatevs. june 29th is the farewell day. blehhhh
So I just thought i'd write down some of my feelings as my time is dwindling down to nothing. So that I can look back at this blog when I return :)
I feel NERVOUS first of all
But second of all I feel way more EXCITED than I feel nervous.
I sometimes feel like I don't know enough to be a freakin missionary. (anyone with me??)
I am not quite sure how to study preach my gospel. I study ch. 3 most of all...
My mind is constantly thinking of New York.
I hope my mission president likes me..
I am PRAYING that I will get a trainer that won't think I am an idiot
I don't know how I will like my stay at the MTC. I hear its like EFY on steroids.... AH
I havent cried about leaving my family yet.. But I know when the tears come.. they will pour out
I hope that I can relate to the people of NY in my own special way
I cannot wait to wear a missionary tag
The fact that Im speaking English.. YAY
Hopefully having Facebook will be a good thing for me
I pray that my companions will love me for who I am!!! (I love clothes/shoes/hair/beauty/etc.)
Hopefully I will survive without my mom doing my laundry.. (yes, my mom does my laundry, get over it)
HA I better not gain weight
I think I am thinking too much
BUT I KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT THIS IS WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING no matter how many crazy feelings I have inside, I know that my heavenly father will not let me fail. He will be with me ALL the time and the spirit will teach me and teach the people of NY.
ANYWAY my farewell is in 13 days. That makes my heart race. so here are some pictures
My skirt is from Zara incase anyone is wondering ;) its so comfy
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